August 2010
4 posts
July 2010
5 posts
An "ex" is called an "ex" because it's an EXample...
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June 2010
6 posts
How Did All The Celebrities Die?
May 2010
2 posts
Streets.
The smell of cigarette and vodka woke me up again.
Over flowed ashtray and empty bottle hits my vision.
Loneliness hit me again making me bleed.
I walk down the empty street.
It makes me feel alive.
The streets are my companion.
Always there for me never abandoning me.
Never changing me.
Never asking me to change.
You came into my life.
Making me fearless.
Making my smile reach my...
March 2010
4 posts
RAINBOW PILLS
The walls are talking to me.
My demons are muted.
My hands are funny.
My mind feel liberated.
My lips won’t turn anywhere but up.
Wow this is happiness.
Go ahead me pick one.
Oh wow it’s rainbows.
I am a teenager
This my escape.
The books are misleading.
The rules are binding.
The drugs are freeing
Because for a teenagers….
And fighting to the death makes the...
"LOVE IS THE TREND"
We need to stand up
We need to fight
They got the guns and the bombs
The military strategies and the old advisers
The power and the followers
They got the fear in the very pit of their followers dead heart
But we got the love
We got the loyalty they crave
The hearts they shoot just coz they don’t have one
The soul that makes us human and them machines
The minds that gives us...
"Love story"
The needle on the floor
Our hearts on the floor
I hold you closer to me
As I get drenched
Never thought it would be this way
You said those three words
Then let my heart drop to the floor
This is too cliché
Like every other love story
But my ending was twisted
I ripped your heart out too
It’s only fair
Now my white dress is tainted by the red
The knife was so close and...
February 2010
4 posts
"FRIEND"
LIGHTS! CAMERA! ACTION!
Your such a fake.
You sold your soul.
You act to be a friend in front of it all.
But when the camera stop rolling and the lights die down
You turn away as quickly as you began.
Your just an empty mask.
You ditch and you lie and you hurt.
The worst part, you don’t even care.
But at the end of the day I see you for what you are.
When everyone is still...
Happy
I feel happy when you randomly text me even though it’s a rare occurance
I feel happy when you reply my message’s to you and not make me wait for it
I feel happy when I tell you something that bothers me and you sooth me with your words
I feel happy when you tell me random things about you because I want to know you better
I feel happy that I feel I can tell you anything in the...
Believe and remember those days
You know those days that you didn’t have a worry in the world
The only thing you cared about was playing and doing things you’re not suppose to do
Then pray your mom doesn’t find out
Or fighting your mom because you don’t wanna go to school but losing because you were too young
And you only lived in the moment because you know that there would be someone to catch you if...
February 3rd 2010
So I am a concert freak and happen to be a muse fan so on the 3rd of February when Muse came to Singapore I just had to go. So my day went like this.
I met my awesome cousin at 1 or well I was suppose to meet her at one but she was VERY late. Then we went around Ion to find her friens a birthday gift but couldn’t find anything. So we went to Takashimaya where we went to several store before...
January 2010
7 posts
EEEEWWWW!!!!
Okay so I know I don’t normally do the whole typical rant about my life because its sucks kinda I am gonna rant but not because I think my life sucks but because I just wanted to release haha okay here I go. So today after work I went to my mom studio because I was hungry and had no money because I haven’t a clue on saving okay I do know I just wanted to splurge for THE FIRST TIME in...
Fuck It
I snapped again.
This time i saw blood on my hands
From where I ripped your heart out.
Because I couldn’t follow my heart
This isn’t a love poem.
It’s a liberation.
A liberation of my mind body and soul.
A liberation that rebels from you.
Because I decided to take the best advise I could give myself.
Fuck it all I will just do what I want
I like flashy entrance
So I...
SKIP TO 00:14 ITS THE EPIC REACTION HAHAHAHA
SCREW YOU MAN!!!!
I can’t believe it
We have known each other since I was created
To me we’re blood
To you I am waste
You met him
And then had to re meet me
I broke my heart for protecting you
You got his heart for hurting me
I pushed aside everything for you
You abandoned me
You made me wait
Only to leave me
So you know what????
SCREW YOU MAN
IF I NEEDED A BITCH I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN ONE AT...
Just read.
I felt myself surrounded by sadness and happiness and dissapointment
I felt myself drowning in emotions
I felt the need to rid the sadness and to share the joy and to show the meaning of proud
I didn’t know what to do
So I let my heart lead the way
And it ended up with good memories
I thought to myself memories fade
So I did the next best thing
I made it eternal
Beautiful right?
...
CREEPS!!!!
I HATE MAN!!!! Well creepy ones that think they are being discreet about checking out a girls boobs. well guess what assface YOUR NOT!!!! I mean my god I am not saying that I got your typical model size body coz i don’t I’m above average weight and I am proud of it but you know when you are a curvy girl it comes with a plus size boobs now que in the perverted stares. Some people needs...
December 2009
7 posts
I confess that in 2009, I have… (x) stayed single for the whole year (x) made out in/on a car ( ) kissed in the snow ( ) celebrated Halloween (x) kissed in the rain (x) had your heart broken (x) broke someone else’s heart ( ) had a stalker (x) went over the minutes on your cell phone (x) had a good relationship with someone (x) someone questioned your sexual orientation ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) had...
My Poem....
I feel like two lovers who has let the wind blow them apart
Only realizing it a little to late
Almost like the sun that is way to hot and hurting itself
Like a broken window trying to fix itself
Like a circle with jagged edges
I don’t want anyone
Nor do I want them to want me
I want to be self medicated
I want only me
Standing next to the mirror I realize it’s empty
I pushed...
TRUE LOVE
I never really understood the meaning of love or atleast I thought I did but then realized I didn’t. But then it hit me like a stroke of lightning. I only realized it when I was down about to be an out. Love just isn’t about some guy you think is your soul mate but also the friends who help you throught the stormy sea of love. That being said I need to thank my awesome friends for...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOT MOMMA!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY CRAZY AWESOME FRIEND!!!!
You are the person I go to if i need to talk well one of the people coz we all know whatever I tell you I tell your awesome twin hehe. Anyways if I need to smile I call you. Hell I don’t even have to call you I just think of you and I smile haha remember “EH MINAH!!!!”. I feel honestly blessed to have made an awesome...
I LOVE YOU!
I LOVE YOU!
I swear I do
I want to scream it out loud,
But once a broken heart always a broken heart.
I heard the first love is the best love
but why did no one tell me it has the worst ending?
Please tell me you love me so i can tell you I love you
Please understand if i don’t say I love you
Please hear me say it even if I say it in my heart
I was broken the last time
I needed...
Yesterday Is The Past?
Yesterday is the past.
I got that, I swear I understand.
But if yesterday is the past then why do I keep living yesterday today?
Why do I keep trying to reach out to you when I know you’re yesterday news?
Am I so imperfect that I have to relive yesterday to satisfy my today?
If that’s so how will I ever live my tomorrows?
Am I meant to be sorrow’s best friend?
I’m...
November 2009
5 posts