Morphine Addict

1. text post  Sun, Dec. 06, 2009

   Yesterday Is The Past?

   Yesterday is the past.

   I got that, I swear I understand.

   But if yesterday is the past then why do I keep living yesterday today?

   Why do I keep trying to reach out to you when I know you’re yesterday news?

   Am I so imperfect that I have to relive yesterday to satisfy my today?

   If that’s so how will I ever live my tomorrows?

   Am I meant to be sorrow’s best friend?

   I’m fighting fate but what if I lose my strength?

   What if I become numb and turn into those robots they call the norm?

   I can’t answer this questions.

   But I know for now I can pull the strength from a special place

   my mom

   

   and my awesome friends

   

   and my crazy sister.



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I am Me
You are You
I'm scared to tell someone I love them
I'm brave enough to tell someone I hate them
I don't want to hate
I think it's exhausting
I want to love
I'm waiting for someone to show me how
I laugh at people flaws
I cry when they laugh about mine
I love to write
I write sad poems
I cry when I realize it's about me
I'm to scared to tell people I have a problem
I'm too scared to get the drugs I need
I know pain
I try to take away the pain of my loved ones
I try to take away their pain to see them smile
I am always in pain but I am always smiling
I smile because they smile
I'm weird and different from people
I am moody
I'm not crazy
I am Me
And I'm okay with it........
I think........

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