Morphine Addict

1. text post  Tue, Dec. 08, 2009

   I LOVE YOU!

   I LOVE YOU!

   I swear I do
   

   I want to scream it out loud,

   But once a broken heart always a broken heart.

   I heard the first love is the best love

   but why did no one tell me it has the worst ending?
   

   Please tell me you love me so i can tell you I love you

   Please understand if i don’t say I love you

   Please hear me say it even if I say it in my heart

   I was broken the last time

   I needed help to numb you out

   but baby your love is so strong not even the strongest drugs could numb you out

   When I’m with you everything is in hyper speed

   And it scares me

   I keep falling but never landing
   

   Your annoying and frustrating and infuriating and cute and adorable and lovable

   You here even when I beg you to leave

   Your gone when I beg you to stay

   You return when I’m blinded and stop my heart

   You make me cry but I’m not sure if its good or bad

   I know I’m hurting you by silencing myself
   

   But GOD DAMMIT babe I’m so confused

   Only one thing is for sure

   I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
   



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I am Me
You are You
I'm scared to tell someone I love them
I'm brave enough to tell someone I hate them
I don't want to hate
I think it's exhausting
I want to love
I'm waiting for someone to show me how
I laugh at people flaws
I cry when they laugh about mine
I love to write
I write sad poems
I cry when I realize it's about me
I'm to scared to tell people I have a problem
I'm too scared to get the drugs I need
I know pain
I try to take away the pain of my loved ones
I try to take away their pain to see them smile
I am always in pain but I am always smiling
I smile because they smile
I'm weird and different from people
I am moody
I'm not crazy
I am Me
And I'm okay with it........
I think........

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