Morphine Addict

1. text post  Tue, Dec. 22, 2009

   My Poem….

   I feel like two lovers who has let the wind blow them apart

   Only realizing it a little to late

   Almost like the sun that is way to hot and hurting itself

   Like a broken window trying to fix itself

   Like a circle with jagged edges

   I don’t want anyone

   Nor do I want them to want me

   I want to be self medicated

   I want only me

   Standing next to the mirror I realize it’s empty

   I pushed me away and now scared and alone

   Like child abandoned

   I abandoned me

   This is not a love poem

   This is my poem

   And I realize it’s a sad poem.



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I am Me
You are You
I'm scared to tell someone I love them
I'm brave enough to tell someone I hate them
I don't want to hate
I think it's exhausting
I want to love
I'm waiting for someone to show me how
I laugh at people flaws
I cry when they laugh about mine
I love to write
I write sad poems
I cry when I realize it's about me
I'm to scared to tell people I have a problem
I'm too scared to get the drugs I need
I know pain
I try to take away the pain of my loved ones
I try to take away their pain to see them smile
I am always in pain but I am always smiling
I smile because they smile
I'm weird and different from people
I am moody
I'm not crazy
I am Me
And I'm okay with it........
I think........

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