Believe and remember those days
You know those days that you didn’t have a worry in the world
The only thing you cared about was playing and doing things you’re not suppose to do
Then pray your mom doesn’t find out
Or fighting your mom because you don’t wanna go to school but losing because you were too young
And you only lived in the moment because you know that there would be someone to catch you if you fell and didn’t realize
Those days that you thought boy had cooties and you showed that you liked someone by being mean to them
When you would go to your grandparents house and they would shower you with love and more importantly lots of candies
When the only reason you cried was because you couldn’t have something you want or when someone took something from you or you hurt yourself
When the only reason you got angry was because someone took something from you
Now you look back and you realize that there is no longer such days
The only thing you can do is hang on to those moments because you know if you let them go you lose yourself
Those moment that made you to who you are
And one day you wake up and realize that the only way you ever going to have to days is if you just let go
But the very thought of that makes you feel like you would rather just lay down on the road at midnight and wait for a car to run you over
But you are willing to just to feel alive and free again because you realize when you look at old photos you can’t recognize the faces
And you’re to scared to live in the moment because you realize it gets harder to trust people to catch you when you fall
And you find yourself crying because something you love was being taken away from you and you question god for taking it away from you
And you’re in constant pain and you realize that you are hurting you
You feel angry because you can’t do anything but look as the people you love dearly get hurt
And you being mean to people no longer means you like them but means you hate them
I can’t do this alone
Please someone help me
Teach to love again
Drag me away from the road and teach me how to let go
Make me believe that its as simple as letting go to feel the freedom
Take away my anger because I am too weak to do it myself
Please I beg someone make me feel alive again
Make me believe in love again
Because right know to me the thing that makes believe sound so addiction is the lie.